in a deep blue funk

Over the past week the laptop crashed, had to replace the hard drive, I found that all my music had been erased from the desktop, 1.5 days worth! And those were the good things that happened.

At the moment, listening to "lean on me" while trying to get myself out of this deep blue funk I find myself in today. Have been think very seriously of getting into the hotdog business this winter. Found a place in Fort Wayne that sells basic carts for $1,800. Of course would have to go there to pick it up by what the hell, never been to fort wayne, yet that is. Would take about 3 months worth of saving to afford it, & even if I did, would still do the tee's for they are my passion. It's just that times like this it seems that I am fighting the whole world, bashing my head agaisnt a wall that refuses to be broken.